who, me?

This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart
as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything

My flower, withered between
The pages 2 and 3
The once and forever bloom
gone with my sins

Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name

Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Oh, how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name forevermore

Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go...

(Nightwish - Nemo)

crise de "self": evit de obicei sa ma gandesc ca sunt un hibrid tampit, o simbioza aiurita intre portretul de mai sus si o fiinta solara, linistita, care-si gaseste de multe ori linistea in carti, imbratisari si cratite.
cateodata totusi, Nelinistea izbucneste.
nu ma intreb care-s eu din astea doua, nici nu cred ca pot alege, iar Nelinistea mi-e draga.
astea sunt zilele in care as alerga, pacat ca Nelinistea cere lanuri de grau, soare si vant, nu asfalt si trotuare blocate cu masini. Nelinistea cere un pic de nebunie, un pic de nefericire self-inflicted, ca dupa aceea sa pot sa bucur din nou cu inima intreaga de acele lucruri mici, de cana cu ceai rosu si de cartea cu miros de cerneala noua.
in zilele astea Nelinistite sunt cea mai frumoasa femeie.